my neck hurts!!!!
shit la wei
never ever play netball when u're not warm up
or even if u warmed up and then cooled down de
u'll just end up like US
it's bad...trust me
it's super annoying
MELINDA LEE! how dare u don't give me back my wallet
ishhh! my sim card inside wan ar..
smr it's gonna expire at 0000 18 jan 07
ishhh..my 5 bucks is gone
anywayz.nothing to write de la..
ciauz peepx
FRIENDS are just something u cant buy with money trust me u can't
its impossible to do that.
and i had TWO very good friends right in front of me but i didn't appreciate any of them
maybe i did but it was just on and off
and now the year 2007 we all spilted to different classes
and look what happened
i'm so angry at myself now
i thought i had everything i wanted
but i just found out loosing a friend is worse than dying
although i'm super hurt to find out that u guys HATE me
i admit it ok...i was wrong
so i wanna dedicate this two msges to the ppl that i love sooo much...* i mean it*
yokeyee
why i hated u??
honestly rite i just felt jealous cause i didn't get to recess with u anymore and we our relationship just got further and further and further....
so i just came up with the phrase i hated u...
and i said u betray me cause u didn't wanna talk to me as much as last time...
u too once said that we will be best friends forever although we're in different classes last year...
but look wad happened??
the point i said i hated u was when i thought i had everything....
i will learn from this i promise
and i know you don't treat me as ur bestie anymore like we used to go like *BESTIES 4EVER*
none of those can ever happen anymore...
but but if we really really want to then i guess it could happen
it'll be so hard to talk to u now after this
i can't call u and start talking bout crap like i used to all the time last time
those times are just over
but one thing i'm still mad of is that u hid things from me.
hate me just tell me
i'm sry i didn't tell u too k?
do promise u won't hate me anymore...
i'll do anything just anything to have u back as my BESTIE
i love u very much and it's true
i said i hated u was cause i didn't actually took the time to think more bout wad u've done for me through out the time i knew u..and i was just plain self-fish...
sorry! that's all i can say as i do not know how to face u anymore..
hope things will work out....
Melinda
don't u ever dare to kill urself...if u ever do i will I WILL hate u for the rest of my life
do u think it's actually worth it
GOD gave u a chance to experience the life to be a human in this earth
and u just throw it aways cause u think that u've done too much mistakes
when u said that the person u hated was me..
i was damn hurt
i treated u as the person i could depend on the MOST at that time..
i shared every single secret i had with u
and u didn't show any reaction of u hating me
all u did was tell me that person was yokeyee
so i thought heyy i should cheer u up blablabla
but when u actually said it was me.
my heart just broke
i was so hurt i couldn't even eat my lunch properly, concentrate in tuition
i tried to hide it from u and yy by acting happy as i always do
but deep deep down inside i was so hurt...
i thought i could trust u but i can't...
i know u don't trust me...it's ok there're other ppl that do trust me
but i DO TRUST U with all my heart and this was how u repay me...
i'm deeply hurt but i do do do love u with all my heart
u've been there to share so many good times with me
bad times too! but not alot..i guess this is one of the few
i love u very muchie mels
so i really really wish that we 3 will still be best friends like we did...
exactly like how we were b4 the jamboree....
i want all those back
i might be greedy this time
but i really wish god would help me
i don't mind shortening my life for 1 month
as long as i get back my TWO best friends WOON YOKE YEE and MELINDA LEE
i though i could live without them...being with meiyi and jinhwei is really fun too...
but after thinking bout it now...
i can't!
u guys mean so much to me
my love for u did changed but i'm making my heart change it back
i want it back!
the fun times we 3 always had
everythin!
hey peepz...ignore the last post k...it was just some mood changing thingy that happened to me..hahah..anyways netball competition is like 2 weeks away and and i'm still missing practices....last week twice...thx to SOMEONE who didn't wanna play..lolx..anywayz..sat i decided to go for scouts..then suddenly meiyi came up to me and said that jolla was mad at me so i ran down and and i got kinda like a lecture from jolla...but it was ok la...now my semangat to play higher de..hahaha...unlike last year we had like 4 months to practice now only got bout 3 and a half weeks...haihx...saddening..anywayz..jolla chose the posses de..
andddd the under 15 team consists of:
chowie: Centre
ying: WA
Rina: WD
Munnz:GA
yuenx/meix: GD
Angela: GK
Sabrina:GS
subs i'm not sure yet...mels better go if not i shall ???? her...
anywayz....13th jan is melinda's daddy birthday...and also my ?????...lolx...u guys should understand...<3 color="#3333ff">HER so much ..lolx...
kk...
love,
sukiyoling (my scout name too)
I HATE U AND THAT"S FINAL! U're such a bitch la...sooo damn betrayer....hate u forever!!who do i hatee??U!!!and it remains a secret only between me and someone.....haihx..how i wish i didn't have to meet u...so i can hate u more now.....oh fine it's ok with me as long as u fuck off now....
hate u,
sukiyoling
why do i talk so loud????i always wonder to myself...wad's wrong with me...could it be that i'm deaf so i have to talk louder to hear myself??orr maybe i'm just born like that...lolx..EVERYONE keep on telling me yuenling, why talk so loud i'm just next to u....even my mummie says that...hmmmmm...must change wei...must talk soft soft...hahah...i know i'm crazy!....
morning session....wad can i say??it's super tiring but but it's actually HONESTLY nicer! cause got more time to do things... sleeping in class can be nice too! tomorrow's gonna be a hectic day wei...go to school...stay back for the scouts recruitment day and then netball training..can die la...haihxx....i dun wanna go!
oh oh and caely said that i'm not suitable to be the reception person...i wonder whyy??hmm..means rite i can't be a clerk, waitress? or anything that has to do with reception-ing..hahah...shit got less job oppurtunities de...but who cares me goal is to be PILOT!
please don't stare at me with that "YOU"RE JOKING" look k??/i seriously want to be a pilot ok and i shall show everyone i can do it!!wheee.....means my dreams will be accomplished...wahhahaha....
things i must make sure to become a pilot:
-must not wear specs means cannot have power..
-ermmm...must be really good in geography and physics
-must be willing to risk my life...hahah....
u know wad when i become a pilot then i shall tell..hahah...hopefully this blog won't die off b4 that...hahahaha..
ok ok..gotta call my auntie now...scary scary...
love,
sukiyoling
boo ya!!thanks so much melss...love ya to the loads...and i dooo loveeee chocolates...dunno how can people actually hate that CHOCOLATE....yummmmyyy....it's like sweet and sweet and it makes my hypperr..but nothing else can make me more hyper than NESCAFE! yeaa!!anywayz...i have sooo many things to do le...but nooo i'm still sms-ing, talking on the phone and going onlinee...haihx..sad me...i really need to FOCUS wei! hahah...hmmm let's see i got
4 essays to do
, 2 more literature essays,
read a book,
type up my HOF,
study the idioms,
do the class duty roster,
maths hw,
moral hw,
maths tuition hw *loads of it*,
science hw
and and and..make the christmas i repeat CHRISTMAS cards for people...
ARGHHHH!!!how to finish wei..smr must study at least 1 hr a day....gosshhh...
oh oh guess waddd???* me favourite phrase*....weiliam's joining pn molly's tuition the same day as me...ohgoshh..the class is just gonna be more NOISY thats all..won't be a problem..hahaha....
ehhh...melsss..wad solution ar??me dun get it..haha..explain in more detailed..haahha...
shout outs:
melx: thanks thanks so much for teman-ing me yesterday...why dun play netball huh huh??haihx..u ar..but seriously la thanks for staying back with me..love ya loads!
yy: careful la u...dun let those flying thingys bite u anymore...make me damn scared only...hhaha....
weil: thanks so much for cheering me up ALL THE TIME!..and of course teman-ing me everytime i'm bored which is almost all the time..hahahha...love ya loads!
erina: mummy!love going back from school with u...but dun la always say u're hungry la...then u tempt me to eat with u only...I"M TRYING TO GO ON DIET !hahah...but yea i love bubbly tea and u love bubble tea!wheeee
sir ryui: thanks for talking to me when i was bored...really appreciate it...mwahxx
darl munnz: ehh sry for stepping on leg durign netball ya...but dunno why my leg hurt too!hahahah....love ya to the bits darlin..
meiyi: MONITOR!, love ya loads gal!everytime bully me la...dun care bout me wan only care bout jinhwei..huh!
jin hwei: love sitting with u..this year i can focus in class de..hahah...sit with yy sure talk wan..hahaha....but seriously it's great sitting with u..hehehe
yeaa..that's bout it..i really appreciate all of me friends for keeping me happy all the time!
love,
sukiyoling
im great *claps*...
hey ppl...guess who am i?..
haha...im not suppose to blog for t.h.e.m..
but since it took me an hour to fix t.h.e.i.r blog..
i guess i shud have sum kind of reward rite?...
yeap....guess guess...who am i?..
look and observe...see the dots and dots?...
i am...i am..
Melinda .haha...yea took me hell lota trouble to fix this..
to yuenz and weil...hope u like the skin i memilihi..
since yuenz loves chocolate...decided to get this for her!...
hee~...hope it does'nt tempt u !..haha...
ok..yuenz..u better treat me sumhow for this...
my eys are sooo sored and tired now...all red de...
[ please.leave.this.post.alone.its.for.my.sake]
hearts,
~*[melx]*~
hello!! i decided to change my blog back to blogspot cause xanga rite need to pay ...haix...not worth it la if have to pay..haha...so it's gonna be everything the same la...owned by weiliam and I...well he better update it more often now that he go no reason to NOT UPDATE!..everytime say cannot update..hahah...ok ok...it's the second day of 2007..wheee....and my countdown was one of the best i ever had..went to one u...then went shopping for daddy's sunnies..and mels doens't know wad sunnies are..hahaha...yea bought them...smr so expensive haih haih....and then followed my mummie to MNG, FOrever 21, Zara and coffee bean ..imagine..i only went to 3 shops from 9 till 11...hmphh...was like waiting for my mum to choose this and that...only enjoyed F21 but was actually getting bored of the clothes there de...and i dun really have the mo0d to shop anymore since my mum said NO MORE CLOTHES FOR U! U SPEND TOO MUCH DE!..haihx..sad me...but CNY coming so me daddie promised another new set of clothes...wheeee....i dun care i must get tat pair of jeans from forever21 and hmmmm i'll try out and Esprit top...heheh..never had something from esprit b4 in my wholeee life...sad rite...after shooping i went out to the street party and Nicholas TEo was singing then...he's jsut so adorable but not CUTE!hahahaha...then the australia band thingy came out not that nice la.but there was one ONLY ONE hottie!hahaha...yea then walked back to the carpark..luckilly parked the car at the open carpark behind the new wing...so it was nearer..and it took us ONE HOUR just to get out of the carpark...hmpphhh...smr the sms system was so slow and jammed up so reply one message also take bout 10 min to send..haix....then i went to KAYU!sadly missed mels by 5 minutes...*if u stayed longer...u could have saw me in the skirt u bought for me*hmphhh....went home and didn't sleep till 5 something..but at least i woked up at 1 unlike someone who slept earlier and woke up later..hints hints....
me cousies came down yesterday...shengyuen is going to college in kl..YEA! *after ur exams u better bring me ice skating ya*...was suppose to follow them shopping just now but had to go for tuition...bluekkkxxx...hate it!i mean the tuition was ok la..just wanted to go out wit my cousins..kk..that's all for now!ciauz
BEAUTY
INDULGENCE;
