FRIENDS are just something u cant buy with money trust me u can't
its impossible to do that.
and i had TWO very good friends right in front of me but i didn't appreciate any of them
maybe i did but it was just on and off
and now the year 2007 we all spilted to different classes
and look what happened
i'm so angry at myself now
i thought i had everything i wanted
but i just found out loosing a friend is worse than dying
although i'm super hurt to find out that u guys HATE me
i admit it ok...i was wrong
so i wanna dedicate this two msges to the ppl that i love sooo much...* i mean it*
yokeyee
why i hated u??
honestly rite i just felt jealous cause i didn't get to recess with u anymore and we our relationship just got further and further and further....
so i just came up with the phrase i hated u...
and i said u betray me cause u didn't wanna talk to me as much as last time...
u too once said that we will be best friends forever although we're in different classes last year...
but look wad happened??
the point i said i hated u was when i thought i had everything....
i will learn from this i promise
and i know you don't treat me as ur bestie anymore like we used to go like *BESTIES 4EVER*
none of those can ever happen anymore...
but but if we really really want to then i guess it could happen
it'll be so hard to talk to u now after this
i can't call u and start talking bout crap like i used to all the time last time
those times are just over
but one thing i'm still mad of is that u hid things from me.
hate me just tell me
i'm sry i didn't tell u too k?
do promise u won't hate me anymore...
i'll do anything just anything to have u back as my BESTIE
i love u very much and it's true
i said i hated u was cause i didn't actually took the time to think more bout wad u've done for me through out the time i knew u..and i was just plain self-fish...
sorry! that's all i can say as i do not know how to face u anymore..
hope things will work out....
Melinda
don't u ever dare to kill urself...if u ever do i will I WILL hate u for the rest of my life
do u think it's actually worth it
GOD gave u a chance to experience the life to be a human in this earth
and u just throw it aways cause u think that u've done too much mistakes
when u said that the person u hated was me..
i was damn hurt
i treated u as the person i could depend on the MOST at that time..
i shared every single secret i had with u
and u didn't show any reaction of u hating me
all u did was tell me that person was yokeyee
so i thought heyy i should cheer u up blablabla
but when u actually said it was me.
my heart just broke
i was so hurt i couldn't even eat my lunch properly, concentrate in tuition
i tried to hide it from u and yy by acting happy as i always do
but deep deep down inside i was so hurt...
i thought i could trust u but i can't...
i know u don't trust me...it's ok there're other ppl that do trust me
but i DO TRUST U with all my heart and this was how u repay me...
i'm deeply hurt but i do do do love u with all my heart
u've been there to share so many good times with me
bad times too! but not alot..i guess this is one of the few
i love u very muchie mels
so i really really wish that we 3 will still be best friends like we did...
exactly like how we were b4 the jamboree....
i want all those back
i might be greedy this time
but i really wish god would help me
i don't mind shortening my life for 1 month
as long as i get back my TWO best friends WOON YOKE YEE and MELINDA LEE
i though i could live without them...being with meiyi and jinhwei is really fun too...
but after thinking bout it now...
i can't!
u guys mean so much to me
my love for u did changed but i'm making my heart change it back
i want it back!
the fun times we 3 always had
everythin!
BEAUTY
INDULGENCE;
