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Wednesday, May 9, 2007Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting

gosh it's only been one day
and i've cried i think 6 times from morning till now 2.55 pm
i can't live without u
sometimes i think why live when i dun have u
so i wanna kill myself
but all my friends are like so many ppl care bout u
why do this to ur self...
i too wonder why k
maybe it's cause i love u too much
or isit it's not cause of u and it's bout other things
but there's no more other things
so i guess it's cause of u
i can't just treat u as my friend
cause u'ev become a part of me
and it's really really hard to take that part out of me
it's impossible actually
u guys must be wondering why in the world would i like a guy so much when he doens't love me...it's cause i think i found my mr.right...
it's really really hard to find one k...
and in life not anyone can be mr.right
and love IS about sacrificing....
i know u did love me...
why can't u just sacrifice for me
and now do this to me at the mids of my exams
if u were just a normal guy i would be fucking mad at u
but since u're just part of my heart i will always love u
no matter wad ever that happens u'll always be in my heart
i know i can save this

although u say we are 2 totaly different ppl
but mummie did tell me that opposite attracts
and i guess that is actually thE REASON u're so special to me

u think we dun suit each other
i've been with u for close to 4 months and now u tell me we dun suit
fine maybe i did tell u that i'll change for u and all
but u have to accept and know tht no one's perfect rite
i feel played u know

i talk to u for hours and hours on the phone so how can it be that we dun suit
if we dun suit i wouldn't even have anything to talk to ya
maybe we dun in another way......but i dunno la
i just feel that this relationship can still be saved if i did something now
but i can't do anything
all i'll do is sit in my room stare at my books and then just start crying
it's wad i'll jst do all day
even my exam papers just look all blank to me just now


u said u dun wanna continue this relationship
but deep down in ur heart i know u still love me at least abit
so dun give this up
i dun wanna be like this forever



haihhss...i really really dunno wad to do now
i want u back in my life again
not as a friend but more than that....<33

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