Wednesday, May 9, 2007
i decided to write bout this so that u can read it and i can express myself
it's been about 4 months and we've gone through so much
u made me so inlove with you
and when u just ignore me and leave me hanging out there without anything
i feel like there's no more point of living
why do i love u so much when u DON"T
how can someone who used to say things like "i love u so much"...just ignore me all a sudden
i dun think things will ever be the same again but i really do hope that u'll come up to me and explain urself...dun leave without an answer and just crying so many times for u
i've never cried in school until that fella made me cry in scouts
and today i did cry again
if i had a time machine, i would pause time when u loved me so much forever!
but were all those things that u said true
it makes me cuirious as u sounded that u really loved me last time but you can just forget bout me in ermmm less than a week
i know i cannnot force u to talk to me
but i'll just wanna tell u that i'm really really sad now and my mid-terms are so so screwed
u can't hide it from me forever so i really want u to tell me wad happened
and i want those times back so so so much now!
i hate hate hate crying...and now i have to do it everyday till u love me again
many people tell me u're not worth it but i only believe in wad my heart tells me
and my heart tells me u are and i'll do anything for u to come bak to me
writen by,
someone **