helllooo!
dedicated to YOU
it's over
everything's over
i'm gonna forget bout you and all the past will be nothing to me now
although it's really hard but i've to try my best
cause i can never force you to be with me if u dun wan to
i know u're really pissed and fed up of me prodding you and badgering you to get back with me but i just couldn't control myself k?
and just now EVERYTHING you said to me hurt me till the B R I M weihhss
but it's ok life is never easy
there's definitely ups and downs in it
i had really special moments with you and i guess this is the hardest moment with you
oh well.....i guess time is gonna heal my broken heart now
and i've decided to tell my mum bout it
i still rmb bout 2 weeks ago i was like 90% telling my mum that u were my bf but now it's the total opposite....i really need someone there for me so i guess since she's my mother i'll tell her
when u said u were not gonna talk to me ever AGAIN
it hurt me so so so much
so i couldn't stop but begging u not to do that to me
i just really really wish u'll understand
so now i know that the reason we broke up was cause i dun listen to u rite
then i wonder if i change myself
as in listen to u more
will u still be with me
i'm not sure...
but i have to admit it will take me sometime to forget bout the past and all..
it's definitely not a one week thing or two weeks
maybe a month or more..
but i just wanna tell u being with you was the best time of my whole entire freaking life
i never felt so loved b4 and u were ALWAYS there for me
goshh...i have to focus on my exams so much
so i guess this is the only way i can release everything in my mind
hope u dun mind me writing all these on my blog....
i wanna be friends with you
and just friends if u dun mind
i just want u to be there for me when i'm down and maybe even share my joys next time
but there was a few promises u made to me and i wish u won't break them as it still can be carried out even if we're not together....
-to celebrate ur b'day with you
-celebrate my birthday with me
-and lastly go out on the last day of PMR...
i really wish u did not forget all those things k?
so i guess we're like friends friends now
maybe when time passes and all and when everything is normal again
we can be best friends!
lols..i'm so lame
ohh..and u did promise to sit with me in tuition k?
so i know it will definitely feel really awkward but rmb we forgot bout everything that ever happened....hehesss...
it's gonna be a hard time for me and i hope all my friends will be there to help me go through this phase of my life ....
BEAUTY
INDULGENCE;
